hello!

since today most of my colleagues are having different breaktime. i decided to grab a subway sandwich and run towards to the desktop and blog. haha. ytd jap buffet was great! it was the most satisfied meal and sinful meal i've ate.
lesson learnt: never order too much if you're not sure how much the serving was. haha.



and i puked some of the food from the buffet out this morning while i'm brushing my tongue. LOLLOL.

okay, off to work.
and i'm turning 17.
yes. 17 onlyyy..
i'm just waiting for my 18th. hahaha.

i'm not enthu into anything.
don't ask why.
cause as a matter of fact.
i really don't know.

it's soon to be january again!
and 2009 is full of shits.

right now.. i can't really think how much 2009 meant to me. guess it's because of all the work that's occupied. and to all my friends, thanks for being you all these time. others who doesn't, literally get lost. lol.

i think about more when i recalled(:


xoxo.

i lost my wallet, and gain a scolding.

ok, xmas eve.
went to acid bar then supperclub.
drinking kills. i was late for work, not predicted. damn! and cab fee cost me a HUGE BOMB. chiong to work for the past few days. i feel so much of a workaholic right now.

ytd meet darling with his younger bro.
i can totally understand how hard is it to be a parent right now. he called my dad, KORKOR OK! HAHAHA.

finally.. today is a day for me to rest.
just finish eating 6 da tou xia and it's all giant sizes. shiok to the max. out later?

ytd was a bad bad night.

if there's no guarantee, don't even get involve.
you're just risking for the sake of love.
cause when you look back after all this while.
you'll realize that you won't get a single cent.
instead, in return, if they are kind, you will get back your broken heart.
otherwise, they will just carry on stabbing till they had enough.

so smart woman, get a piece of b/w paper.
get a lawyer down, print those few words on a cheap paper.
make your husband sign it with his expensive link pen.
HAHAHHAHA.

i was so damn piss off in the beginning.
skip to my surprise plan, followed up with a whole series of healthy activities.
even went to east coast park to laliang man. lol.
once again, happy birthday to sam hon!




damn, i'm tired.












end this off with my million dollar face.

and i wonder, if people laugh at my jokes because it's funny or it is because of my face. LOL.

people mistaken me as a malay.
do i even look like one?

and.. today... i have a change in thought for guys.
i think thai guys are even hotter! HA-HA-HA.

should i go farmway or not.
but i'm afraid i'll overslept leh. how, how, how!

I LOVE WORK TODAY!
I HIT MY TARGET FAR FROM WHAT WAS EXPECTED :D

i got a confession to make.

at 0530am, i ate pork congee for breakfast.
at 0500pm, i was totally famish that i bought the $1.60 curry puff.
at 0600pm, sis made that spicy 猪肉酸菜+congee for me, herself and mom.
at 1000pm, sis and i cooked 5potatos into mash potato and eat it tgt with dad.
fell asleep after eating, woke up and ate k cereal while watching new moon.

at 0315am, my chief sis cook again! this time is pork rib soup+egg omelette with onion!! luckily....... i didn't eat. otherwise i would have really kill myself. but i still ate a whole lot of junks. nb.

was i dreaming last night or did someone told me that he/she can smell my perfume smell?

because i always can't smell myself.
and i start to feel that it's getting boring.

went supperclub with sis and all my kampong babies, not forgetting uncle sam, bao and hua! nights to all earthling.
loves.

missing you isn't a good idea.
hating you sounds nicer.

and when was the last time we met?
decades ago.
but that long distance call you dialed, i'll never forget.
and what you planned to tell me.
omg, what am i thinking now! wake up lah zoe.

but still.. you must know, you're my first.
no one can give me the way you gave.

no form, no form! lol.

freaking tired.
finally off. out later?
but now i feel like lying in bed today leh.

shouldn't you feel remorse.

technique skill: FAIL.

Just woke up.
mad early!! shouldn't have set my alarm at 1015, nb..
and dar is sleeping next to me now.
my sis also very chio. hahaha.
i'm hearing a lot of stomach growling from dar's now.
freaking loud, BUT I LIKE~
lol!

back aching, legs breaking and got myself a hong kong feet.

MEET MY FUTURE BOYF :D

he's freaking cute. haha!

Gotta wonder, though.. Why did you leave me.

I'm mean.. i'm not be the prettiest lady in the world.
but not even goodbye?
am i some kind of bitch to you back then.


whatever.


uploading pictures soon. after darl send it to me!!!! :D

CUTE!






HOTTY!



SO FUCKING HOTTT.



MR NICE GUY

i don't ask much in life.
give me any of them, i'll take! LOL.
yes, i really don't ask much in life, REALLLYYY.

okay, stop daydreaming.

Screw gastric.

manny lay his head on my leg, cute or whatt..

after not having any sleep for the past 48hours, i totally can understand why sleeping is important. because for not sleeping, you will get freaking tired, piss off, quiet.. basically no form to anything. but, but.. after you start drinking, that's another thing. cause you'll be hitting on the dance floor! :D

oh, wanna know something, i got 3cuts on my hand, a window smash hit on the hand, and get burn by a cigarette on my leg. wtf! i'm just that sueeyyy i know. i was so angry to the extend that i totally don't wanna get into butter fact anymore. and i called darl and complain it to her for a whole hour before she reach. hahahaha! yes, it was fun, till i come across .... _l_ _l_ LOL

STUPID WATER SUPPLY STOPPED.
& I GOT STUCK AT HOME.
HELPP!!!

i'm so bored for now.
later on, it's so gonna be a hardcore till the next night. wanna hear it? i'm so excited!

heading to bq in another 1 to 2 hour. than when i get back home, i'll get some stuff done, then i will get myself prepared and head down to simei ite to fetch clara @ 12. hit to her house, and most probably wait for her to get ready.. not sure where will we be heading to till night. dbl o at night and come back home just before the sun raise up again. hardcore or what?! HAHA. once again..

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CLARA TEO ♥!

should i get the job @ airport or roadshow?
hmmm..

anyway, i don't know what to blog about. well, i shall cut and paste a post i typed recently.

life can't be perfect, isn't it.
even for the pathetic 16 year old girl who got over all the craps, yet. still can't be perfect.

life isn't just about me and you, having fun, getting high. well, i don't really expect much in life for me. the least i know my limits. so, i always trying to get rid off pessimistic thinking's and all. but still, i feel like a whole big part is lost in my life. what can say, i can't blame god for giving me this life. while trying to have more optimistic thinking, i'd want to say a few words to these people.

ok, i think it's freaking emo so i cut it off. haha.


ending this post with pictures at cine. like finally.. after so many post of my boring words. AND I WANNA PLAY WII AGAIN!!! :D it's freaking fun and my muscles are aching, lol.

i take back my words.

what's wrong.
not like we're ain't gonna talk forever?
i just find it sick and tired.
when things change, people change too.


you're still a part of me.

. dye my hair.
. a new haircut.
. zeng hair!
. slim down!!
. shopping. jeans, dress, top, lingerie, shoes, accessories...
. scuba diving.
. tioman trip.


so many things, so little time.
chupchup!

i'm freaking depress.
i hate myself, this is for you zoey.
_l_

i miss you like crazy.

i so wanna cry out loud now. help, help! get me out of this. urghhh. what's wrong?

& clara is so sweeeeet(:

Last night was quite a blast.
and i look fat and ugly ytd, i so gonna kill clara! and rmb our plan on monday, whees :D