i'm always feeling insecure.
always.

maybe it's me.
let's hope this will go smoothly for us.

everything is turning into dust.
if that's the case, dwindle me away with these.
& let us all fuck nafa.


forget about lj, i'm sucks at that.

Moving. yea!

home alone focusing on school work ain't good nor helping at all.
got so bored and eventually sidetracked -.-
but i've got so many things to do yet so little time. it's barely the 1st year in nafa and i feel like i'm dead but still breathing. damn.

and so there's this boy.

Cindier made my day really happy today(:

and also fed me like a pig -.-

This too shall pass.
i can do this.

i knew it.
but for no reason. i feel heartwenching.
fuck'd.

it has been a week alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i'm starting to feel whip splash.

and i really miss my jov a lot a lot.
but assignment seems never ending.

school sucks.

i'm feeling extremely tired and reckless now ):
hate chasing after assignments.

lovin my mates.

stop posting with only a sentence zoe.

I GIVE UP DELETING PHOTOS

i got to agree. feelings fade and people change.

veli veli tired

school and the pile of assignments are heavy enough to crush me down. i know i'm not meeting any of loves one for a while already. mhmm.

when i can't remember why i'm hurt, that's when i'm healed.
true enough.

i don't like my new class and i'm trying veli veli hard to be happy. someone make me smile pleaseeeee.

Addictive.

i think i've 150grams of these sweets in my tummy now.

and now. even ice cream is not cheering me up.

my EIP IEP or IPE has finally end.
here comes one week holiday.
sweet or whattttttttt.

and sometimes, i have no idea what i want.
all i know is that i've got to be strong or else i'll fall.

random

i want to get a beanieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

first day no longer holding a stick on my hand.
good work zo.
keep up the good job.

think bout it every second

ice creammm

starry night, say hello to the bright old mr moon.
'm lovin ice cream chef.

i felt so weird calling such familiar name with a different face.
and i got. THE BAG.
:D

you're not a dime.

you're more like a big fat cheque.
love you.

'm in love.

i want that bag.
so, give me THE BAG.
giggles. inside joke.


but i really really want that bag badly.
suck my sweats, why my dad can get our family 4 new air cons yet can't give me my allowance. tmr still treat him eat crystal jade. ^@%!$#@~&#! him. next month wouldn't be so easy on him. gonna be dead! slash all the money from him. hiakhiakhiak.

bottling up

i barely want to know whether it's a truth or a lie.

remember this.
you've only got yourself to blame.

Awful T.T

i snipped 15cm of hair off yesterday and i don't feel so sad till now. i might as well turn myself into a nun.

PHOTOS.

so cuteeeeeeeeeee.


i don't know what is my woman doing man. LOL




guess what are we playing.


Finaaaaaaaaaa.



Zouk



i know i'm being thick skin now BUT DO DO DO SUPPORT JOV K. she's contestant no. 9.
voting website is @ herstory.ws :D
be a good human for this life, hahahah.
thank you!

one way ticket

he is the ticket to bring you home.
he doesn't come often.
but you will find him when you need him
he will get you out from all types of situations.
there's a possibility to feel lonely,
and realize nobody is seated beside you.
but he's the soul to your heart.
you'll find your darkest secret that you don't even know.

simple things.

i don't mind staying in bed the whole day.
i'm feeling better than ever.

ZAI.
zombie is going to school after prawning.
i can do this till 1 righttttt ):

So.. class wasn't that bad after all.
anyway, finally it's friday. super reckless week i had.
and i cried while watching shrek forever after -.-



i'll just be here, staring blankly at a star.

3k***

you look like cupcake to me.

glamorous moment.

'm lovin it.
just how cool is it to do with your bestfrien.
i can't take another look at those photos man -.-
hahahaha.

aww. i'm sick

i think i'm having sore eyes. and i'm still coughing. plus the bruise is spreading bigger..


so i think i need to take a off. right?

there's always an empty space between me.

no one says it's easy.

though i know it has always been me myself and i.
but i never want these memories to hit me back to reality.
all the interruptions of you getting through my thoughts has never been hard.


if only the world can stop at that particular moment.

Magnum is the bomb man.
especially coated with the caramel. kup pua nice. and i'm sick like motherfucker stuffing tissue in my nose yet i still can eat a lot. cbb. it's not working man. i'm not slimming down at all.

i'm not going to work today. again.

overdue.

best time to stop eating.
remind yourself about that.

lock.

i hate my job.
cause you made me stay at home for the night.

URGENT.

JOGGING. ANYONE? ):




yeahhhh! i'm going jogging now.

let history repeat itself

Zoe is falling sick.
pray that i'll be super duper sick lehhhhh k.

it felt as if you're here, for a sec.
and for that sec, i was confused.

it totally felt like walking pass the great wall of china.

i'm falling in love with shopping. a lot.
so there is where my money goes to.

training is always good.
that is where i got all my free skin care products, perfumes and lipsticks.

okay, frankly speaking..
i'm bored ttm naow.

just gonna share what happened for the past couple of days.
went to dye my hair with sis. do a little shopping around tampines. went play then sabai. basically, i was too drank to take any more photos. but me and sis was laughing the shit hell out of us when we woke up in the afternoon. and thanks cindial for being such a good friend. haha! so went to work, home after work, fagged before i turn in.

today woke up, went tampines again. had dinner with two cindy and sis. walk around and home. and as for tmr, ip man with love ones and continue telling myself to stop eating when there's some fuckin good food in front of me.

oh. scv was showing 古惑仔. so funny cause i rmb you used to claims that's you're the hungxin big gangster. you stupid idiot-.-

((((:

if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

- cehryln ang

OFF.
going to do something with my hair, and shopping with jov later on. bloody sis taking all her time. and hope she'll bring me out tonight.

cause... heh(:

there are days i just want to work my ass off. and at the end of the day, i feel so satisfied with all hard work i paid off. just like today(:

oh yea, i'm getting back to school. this should be something good. but i must clear my all my shopping list first.... plus tmr die die also need to get my hair dyed. my life is so occupied with work and sleep that i couldn't think of anything more to post.

I'M SO TIRED....

I SWEAR...
from today onwards. i'm not gonna eat anymore cause i motherfucking gained 3.5kg

no more popcorn, mash potato, chips, nachos, laksa yong tau foo, kfc, macdonalds, popeyes................ HOR! i'm fat zoe.

I REALLY REALLY GOT TO STOP EATING.
FML.

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise to you boy

That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? 

♥