insomnia consecutively two days straight. tell me i'm okay.

fuck you zoey.
stop eating! you got the size of an elephant.

i can never get tired of drama.

and ppl.. wish happy birthday to kp tiong! though you're tall, fat, fierce and love to make your own assumptions, but i still love you. and you know that. not forgetting that you're getting older as well.. LOL.

and pls. drop the damn topic of Os. anything that is related. tp, nyp, sim, rp, sp. just one sentence, '' i've flunk it.'' thank you bye bye.

there's a new moon arising, up on the stormy sea.
fuck this melody!

i've been hearing that since day one of work. it's following me everywhere. walking to central branch, when i'm trying to pee.. oh mannnn.. even now. my bloody break time. i swear i'll find the guy who supply all these melodies and blast it 24/7 to him and see how he feels hor!

nbcb, now the melody is stuck in my head. zzz..
ok, back to work.
bye to my bangalahs bf. HAHA!

okay, i've been random x100 recently.

it has been like this since 3years back?
memories of you has long faded, images of you has blemish through these years. and still. at times like this i still can't get you out of my mind. maybe i wasn't good enough, or i was annoying back then. i was so naive to believe that one day you'll come back to me. nothing is too good to be true. maybe it's all fated. fated that you'll never be mine.

ps: i still remember your phone number.

update all photos, except chalet's.
and hopefully nafa will accept me.. ahhhhhhhh! work later, sian.

i really got no idea how long can i hold this as a secret.
okay, my hair is in a mess, got to go and fix it.
update soon.
bye.










FIGHTING FISHES :D

Working is great when you hit your target of the day.
sgd7000!!!!!! sweeeeeet.

and working sucks when you just have insufficient sleep.
ok, i need to meet mom 10 in the morning tmr. will upload pictures soooon.

sleeping time!
nights.

maybe i'm putting on some weight. maybe....

having a pretty bad eye infection.
work tmr.......

should i get it?

xian de lai with sis ytd.
fucking shiok to the max! i got a balloon shaped-like stomach now. walao.. sian. anyway, we went to boatquay and meet up with her friends then to shanghai dolly and finally settled down at party world. i will never touch steamboat! for another couple of months.. sounds familiar? AHAHAHAHA.

yes, i scored badly for my Os.
go ahead and have a good laugh whoever you are.

i'm sorry, phone.
can you come back to me now?

fyi, i'm desperate.

just got home from boat quay.
was with jiayee and aaron back then at sis's working place. went to whales and look for darl and ak. cherry, i want go yun nam! ahahaha. ate mee sua before heading back home. shiok shiok shiok! went to get my ic done in the afternoon too, then bought contact lens again. i'm really using up all my money.

and tp open house was so boredd..
practically walk around and pay a visit to the design department, whatever you call that lah. yes, no overtime tmr. sweeeeeet.

let's call it a night.
nights to all(:

in year 2009, pretty much focusing on my Os, though i think i've done pretty sucks on it. i got great friends,we live, laugh and we shit. i got everything i want, and to my assumption of girls don't have to rely on guys/jerks/hormones/bisexuals/crooks or whatever you call that, it went well for me. for the first half of the year, everything was good, though. after Os, it's all about fun! till i felt that friends ain't friends. well, life isn't perfect. guess many of us heard that somewhere before. so i tried very hard not to let it interfere to my brain cells, but it didn't went well. met disappointment which really got me pissed and upset, till now. whatever. so people out there complaining that life ain't good, unfair, shit. just get the hell over it lah. how perfect do you think your life can be.. am i right. be a gay kid and thank jesus for giving you a perfect health! and then praise the lord. LOL!

and looking forward to year 2010, i just wish i can get into a course that i preferred to poly, pink in health and shower more love to my family and friends. and i'm prepared for the worse too. cause i know when all my friends turn 18, i'm still stuck at 17. at least i'll be the last one to complain that i'm getting old when i'm near 30s. hahahaha. anyway, thank you for paying so much attention on my blog though not much of you know about this blog.
& STOP COMPLAINING.


xoxo.

23days to suffer.
i need to buy contacts again, anyone?

stop faking it cause i'm getting the irritation. i don't wish to hate you, so don't make me.
i meant what i say, and i say when i meant, caught that?

we said let go, but i kept on hanging on.
inside i know it's over you're really gone.

lol, this is random.


anyway, i think i can forget about getting any contact lens in the future. i just dropped another of my blue colour contact len into the basin. can't possibly ask me to wear a brown and a blue one right.

i know results are coming out soon.
ok, i really don't wanna know. i would swallow the results slip if i got the guts to do. hahaha.

it's only the second day and i lost one of my contact len.
nbcb you.

5years and still counting..

what if one day i need you so badly that i can't find you. how..
if i got nobody to turn to, how..
maybe because i rely on you too much, even though we seldom meet each other for the past recent years, i know if i ever need you, i can always give you a call, meet up with you. make you listen to my nonsense and you'll just say, aiyah. don't care him/her lah. and no matter what happen, you will definitely stand by me. i don't care if this post gonna sound mushy cause i really can't bare to see you leave. and even though you say jb is a bridge away from sg and it's only 6months, but i'm still....


please come online as frequent as you can ok.
love you always.

THANKS BABIES AND ALL FOR YTD! :D