Throw you in my jeans

2010-09-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

i'm always feeling insecure.
always.

maybe it's me.
let's hope this will go smoothly for us.

2010-09-12T02:53:00.011+08:00

everything is turning into dust.
if that's the case, dwindle me away with these.
& let us all fuck nafa.

forget about lj, i'm sucks at that.

2010-09-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Moving. yea!

2010-09-03T23:55:00.007+08:00

home alone focusing on school work ain't good nor helping at all.
got so bored and eventually sidetracked -.-
but i've got so many things to do yet so little time. it's barely the 1st year in nafa and i feel like i'm dead but still breathing. damn.

and so there's this boy.

2010-09-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

Cindier made my day really happy today(:

and also fed me like a pig -.-

2010-08-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

This too shall pass.
i can do this.

2010-08-21T23:21:00.007+08:00

i knew it.
but for no reason. i feel heartwenching.
fuck'd.

2010-08-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

it has been a week alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2010-08-14T19:25:00.004+08:00

i'm starting to feel whip splash.

and i really miss my jov a lot a lot.
but assignment seems never ending.

school sucks.

2010-08-05T05:18:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling extremely tired and reckless now ):
hate chasing after assignments.

2010-07-31T01:23:00.002+08:00

lovin my mates.

2010-07-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

stop posting with only a sentence zoe.

2010-07-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

I GIVE UP DELETING PHOTOS

2010-07-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

i got to agree. feelings fade and people change.

veli veli tired

2010-07-22T12:46:00.003+08:00

school and the pile of assignments are heavy enough to crush me down. i know i'm not meeting any of loves one for a while already. mhmm.

when i can't remember why i'm hurt, that's when i'm healed.
true enough.

2010-07-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

i don't like my new class and i'm trying veli veli hard to be happy. someone make me smile pleaseeeee.

Addictive.

2010-07-18T18:11:00.001+08:00

i think i've 150grams of these sweets in my tummy now.

2010-07-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

and now. even ice cream is not cheering me up.

2010-07-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

my EIP IEP or IPE has finally end.
here comes one week holiday.
sweet or whattttttttt.

and sometimes, i have no idea what i want.
all i know is that i've got to be strong or else i'll fall.

random

2010-07-10T19:38:00.001+08:00

i want to get a beanieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-07-07T22:47:00.001+08:00

first day no longer holding a stick on my hand.
good work zo.
keep up the good job.

think bout it every second

2010-07-03T06:08:00.004+08:00

ice creammm

2010-06-27T01:59:00.006+08:00

starry night, say hello to the bright old mr moon.
'm lovin ice cream chef.

2010-06-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

i felt so weird calling such familiar name with a different face.
and i got. THE BAG.
:D

you're not a dime.

2010-06-21T00:31:00.001+08:00

you're more like a big fat cheque.
love you.

'm in love.

2010-06-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

i want that bag.
so, give me THE BAG.
giggles. inside joke.

but i really really want that bag badly.
suck my sweats, why my dad can get our family 4 new air cons yet can't give me my allowance. tmr still treat him eat crystal jade. ^@%!$#@~&#! him. next month wouldn't be so easy on him. gonna be dead! slash all the money from him. hiakhiakhiak.

bottling up

2010-06-16T21:48:00.004+08:00

i barely want to know whether it's a truth or a lie.

2010-06-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

remember this.
you've only got yourself to blame.

Awful T.T

2010-06-13T18:13:00.004+08:00

i snipped 15cm of hair off yesterday and i don't feel so sad till now. i might as well turn myself into a nun.

PHOTOS.

2010-06-12T02:07:00.005+08:00

so cuteeeeeeeeeee.

i don't know what is my woman doing man. LOL

guess what are we playing.

Finaaaaaaaaaa.

Zouk

i know i'm being thick skin now BUT DO DO DO SUPPORT JOV K. she's contestant no. 9.
voting website is @ herstory.ws :D
be a good human for this life, hahahah.
thank you!

one way ticket

2010-06-11T02:37:00.005+08:00

he is the ticket to bring you home.
he doesn't come often.
but you will find him when you need him
he will get you out from all types of situations.
there's a possibility to feel lonely,
and realize nobody is seated beside you.
but he's the soul to your heart.
you'll find your darkest secret that you don't even know.

simple things.

2010-06-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

i don't mind staying in bed the whole day.
i'm feeling better than ever.

2010-06-07T05:55:00.002+08:00

ZAI.
zombie is going to school after prawning.
i can do this till 1 righttttt ):

2010-06-04T20:39:00.003+08:00

So.. class wasn't that bad after all.
anyway, finally it's friday. super reckless week i had.
and i cried while watching shrek forever after -.-

i'll just be here, staring blankly at a star.

3k***

2010-05-30T03:49:00.003+08:00

you look like cupcake to me.

glamorous moment.

2010-05-26T02:26:00.003+08:00

'm lovin it.
just how cool is it to do with your bestfrien.
i can't take another look at those photos man -.-
hahahaha.

aww. i'm sick

2010-05-25T05:17:00.003+08:00

i think i'm having sore eyes. and i'm still coughing. plus the bruise is spreading bigger..

so i think i need to take a off. right?

2010-05-21T17:40:00.001+08:00

there's always an empty space between me.

no one says it's easy.

2010-05-20T02:58:00.005+08:00

though i know it has always been me myself and i.
but i never want these memories to hit me back to reality.
all the interruptions of you getting through my thoughts has never been hard.

if only the world can stop at that particular moment.

2010-05-17T01:54:00.002+08:00

Magnum is the bomb man.
especially coated with the caramel. kup pua nice. and i'm sick like motherfucker stuffing tissue in my nose yet i still can eat a lot. cbb. it's not working man. i'm not slimming down at all.

2010-05-15T09:25:00.001+08:00

i'm not going to work today. again.

overdue.

2010-05-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

best time to stop eating.
remind yourself about that.

lock.

2010-05-13T23:08:00.004+08:00

i hate my job.
cause you made me stay at home for the night.

URGENT.

2010-05-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

JOGGING. ANYONE? ):

yeahhhh! i'm going jogging now.

let history repeat itself

2010-05-10T03:55:00.003+08:00

Zoe is falling sick.
pray that i'll be super duper sick lehhhhh k.

2010-05-08T00:21:00.004+08:00

it felt as if you're here, for a sec.
and for that sec, i was confused.

2010-05-06T01:23:00.005+08:00

it totally felt like walking pass the great wall of china.

i'm falling in love with shopping. a lot.
so there is where my money goes to.

training is always good.
that is where i got all my free skin care products, perfumes and lipsticks.

2010-05-02T04:41:00.007+08:00

okay, frankly speaking..
i'm bored ttm naow.

just gonna share what happened for the past couple of days.
went to dye my hair with sis. do a little shopping around tampines. went play then sabai. basically, i was too drank to take any more photos. but me and sis was laughing the shit hell out of us when we woke up in the afternoon. and thanks cindial for being such a good friend. haha! so went to work, home after work, fagged before i turn in.

today woke up, went tampines again. had dinner with two cindy and sis. walk around and home. and as for tmr, ip man with love ones and continue telling myself to stop eating when there's some fuckin good food in front of me.

oh. scv was showing 古惑仔. so funny cause i rmb you used to claims that's you're the hungxin big gangster. you stupid idiot-.-

((((:

2010-05-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

- cehryln ang

2010-04-29T16:19:00.003+08:00

OFF.
going to do something with my hair, and shopping with jov later on. bloody sis taking all her time. and hope she'll bring me out tonight.

cause... heh(:

2010-04-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

there are days i just want to work my ass off. and at the end of the day, i feel so satisfied with all hard work i paid off. just like today(:

oh yea, i'm getting back to school. this should be something good. but i must clear my all my shopping list first.... plus tmr die die also need to get my hair dyed. my life is so occupied with work and sleep that i couldn't think of anything more to post.

2010-04-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED....

2010-04-20T12:25:00.007+08:00

I SWEAR...
from today onwards. i'm not gonna eat anymore cause i motherfucking gained 3.5kg

no more popcorn, mash potato, chips, nachos, laksa yong tau foo, kfc, macdonalds, popeyes................ HOR! i'm fat zoe.

2010-04-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

I REALLY REALLY GOT TO STOP EATING.
FML.

2010-04-11T03:47:00.003+08:00

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise to you boy

That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless?

2010-04-09T23:47:00.004+08:00

♥

2010-04-06T10:53:00.002+08:00

We were both young when i first saw you.

it could only be you.

2010-04-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

i'm having ba gua madness.
i'll buy the whole Bee Cheng Hiang if got the ability.

you got to be rich to be insane know.

2010-04-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

this is chio.
i want to get this.
can go as deep as 40m from what i've read through.
i want to go scuba diving leh.
darrel! you scammer. now i rmb we used to say we'll go take lessons for that and go tio man.

2010-04-02T05:31:00.003+08:00

when i think my life is starting to smile.
smiling for friends, family, work and school. soon :D zoe is a very busy woman cause she wanna earn a lot of money. nothing ain't important no more. she's satisfied for naow :D

i love my people ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-03-29T09:16:00.001+08:00

I'M IN HUMONGOUS PAIN RIGHT NOW.
T.T

2010-03-27T19:29:00.001+08:00

it doesn't matter how slow it goes as long as you don't stop.

i'm moving.

2010-03-24T13:32:00.002+08:00

I'm. dying. to. stay. at. home.

zoe tahan ah zoe.
think about your nano, htc/bb/iphone, shopping.
be a man, do the right thing.

2010-03-22T03:38:00.002+08:00

GREAT PEOPLE.

2010-03-20T03:20:00.002+08:00

Meet my new love.

a person with no sense of originality is also known as turn off.
you can fuck yourself off.
like seriously.

and i currently would love to fuck the hell out of you motherfuckers.

2010-03-17T22:06:00.015+08:00

got a suit and uv lotion with sis.
cabbed to beach station and meet up with the rest.
grab a bite a 7-11 and hit to tanjong beach.
played water guns.
swam back and forth.
darl got a cut.
buried cassan.
played frisbee, dog and bone.
darl and i rolled down to the sea.
duet fight in the sea.
found a huge cockle.
went to bathe at palawan.
got a van and went to boat quay.
bus-ed to liang seah st.
steamboat @ xian de lai.
chilled and home.

Wonderful ppl in my life (L)

2010-03-15T01:52:00.004+08:00

sometimes it's hard to believe that it has gone.
because of how you got used to the past.
every morning, tell yourself it's gonna be a better day ahead.
the feeling of how it really kills yet so convincing.

what should i do with my hair.
perm/dye/zeng/concave.

a stupid thing that grow above my smart brain.

2010-03-15T01:26:00.004+08:00

if only you can whisper it to me again. just once more, maybe i'll feel better.

2010-03-09T01:29:00.013+08:00

Ice skating day.

we couldn't find a place to sit you see..

ak is trying so hard to play taptap revenge.

chio or whattttt.

Alice in the wonderland 3D.

let's have the sgd$38.80 ice cream soooon for round 2(:

Steamboat @ liang seah st.

FUN FUN FUN.
canon ixus 200 wait for me.
lets skate again soon.
i'm getting fatter.
fuck.

2010-03-08T16:45:00.001+08:00

go. fuck. yourself. pls.

2010-03-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

KAM PUA GOOD.

2010-03-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

i really hate this.
if you know what i'm saying.
bad periods. yea.. BAD ones.

i'm not a rich kid, but i wanna own a few gadgets tgt with jov♥
ipod nano.
iphone.
canon ixus 200/100
vans shoes.

maybe god will read it, and fall some cash down from the sky to my bank acc/house/wallet.

2010-03-03T05:38:00.004+08:00

so... jov is sleeping next to me now.
and my sis.. sleeping soundly.
and left with me alone.

we'll be going jogging in another 2hours time cause of the mac supper we had.
oh great, i heard her stomach growl.
x♥x♥

2010-03-02T17:57:00.005+08:00

town with darl.
vans shoes ah vans shoes. you nbcb you. better have stocks for two size 38 the next time we go! we didn't really did any shopping anyway. but we had a marathon. went far east, wheelock, taka, cine then heeren. and i lost my way in orchard while trying to go far east. nb -.- so we went bugis and waited for ahtiong, sis, cassan and cindial for supper. steamboaatttt :D but it's freaking sinful. gonna starve myself for 3days like i've said. heh. and hopefully i will.

IT fair anyone?!
i want to get a camera.
canon digital IXUS 200 would be niceee :D

HOORAY. I GOT 3 DAYS MC!
COOL OR WHAT.

2010-03-01T13:02:00.009+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time you've talk. it's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you.

2010-03-01T01:16:00.002+08:00

my energy is about to drain out any sec.
and i look so much like a dead fish now.

2010-02-28T00:55:00.006+08:00

my red vans shoes ran out of stock..
darling and i took neoprintxzxz :D
i got home like an hour ago.
watched house bunny for the third time.
start to feel bored and tired.
but i got a list of planogram to do.
and period is killing me cause i'm feeling crazily dizzy.
and also... i got to leave home at 0520 in the morning to work.

WOAH. i hate this.

2010-02-26T04:24:00.002+08:00

why begin a r/s when you know there's a end.

fuck those who left.
rule those who never give up.

i can feel how you're feeling right now..

2010-02-24T04:03:00.003+08:00

ran from places to places today. ahhh.. freaking hardcore know!
oh.. and i lost my nafa letter on the way to nafa, call me smart. anyway, great chat with lj,yh and don :D met pui at night then home cause i'm feeling so dead beat..

goodnight people(L)

2010-02-21T02:54:00.005+08:00

I GOT INTO NAFA!! ! !!
people, feel happy for me kay.

2010-02-18T23:18:00.005+08:00

i got a complex brain. and i'll get confused. something that is technically function for me is becoming me as a function.
comprehend that?

2010-02-15T16:34:00.007+08:00

YEAHHHHH! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL.

hope everyone is having a great day. because of.. angbao angbao and more angbaoooos! like who wouldn't be happy right. after visiting both my grandma's place then to ahtiong friend's place and watch'em play banluck. then to butterfact. while waiting for my ahtiong to get her phone.. camwhore kia wants to take picture again. and hi, she's cassandra.

not forgetting last night was AWESOME. heh.

sis and i.
darl and i.
cussie and i.
friends and i.

all and i <3

2010-02-13T01:09:00.003+08:00

♥ x1000

just done with round 3 shopping :DD
it's nature, what can i say. it's girls fav pastime right. heh. and here by, i self declare off today for myself. went shopping with darl the whole evening. from far east to wistma, followed by 313 then cine, orchard central, plaza sing.... great stamina hor! went bq then home right now. but.. we gave jogging session a miss): i'll be a ball for the next couple of weeks. cause all i can think about is.. STEAMBOATTTTTT~ hahahaha.

shawty like a melody in my head that i can't keep out. got me singing like na na na na everyday, like my ipod stuck on replay-ay-ay-ay.
okay, that was random. hahah.

2010-02-08T04:13:00.004+08:00

Round 2 shopping!
wheee~ i can't wait, can't wait to spend a big hole in my bank -.-

and though all the time i said i wanna slim down. but all i ever do is eat, eat and eat. yes, i'm a ball right now. thankyou. and also, i wanna go jogging every week. hahahaha. yes, i went jogging and you better believe it :D

2010-02-06T04:14:00.002+08:00

i'm done with haipai! :D
okay, soon to get prepared for work. and i got a awesome house door now. my dad installed a fingerprint scan at the front of the door. woah.

2010-02-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

got myself wasted/
fuck.

massive hangover. miao liao miao liao, lol.
anyway, happy 24th birthday ahtiong! :D

2010-02-03T15:21:00.004+08:00

when you can't wake up at your own cause your heartaches are pulling you back every time.

where should i go later......

2010-01-30T09:14:00.005+08:00

insomnia consecutively two days straight. tell me i'm okay.

2010-01-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

fuck you zoey.
stop eating! you got the size of an elephant.

2010-01-28T04:35:00.002+08:00

i can never get tired of drama.

and ppl.. wish happy birthday to kp tiong! though you're tall, fat, fierce and love to make your own assumptions, but i still love you. and you know that. not forgetting that you're getting older as well.. LOL.

and pls. drop the damn topic of Os. anything that is related. tp, nyp, sim, rp, sp. just one sentence, '' i've flunk it.'' thank you bye bye.

2010-01-25T09:42:00.003+08:00

there's a new moon arising, up on the stormy sea.
fuck this melody!

i've been hearing that since day one of work. it's following me everywhere. walking to central branch, when i'm trying to pee.. oh mannnn.. even now. my bloody break time. i swear i'll find the guy who supply all these melodies and blast it 24/7 to him and see how he feels hor!

nbcb, now the melody is stuck in my head. zzz..
ok, back to work.
bye to my bangalahs bf. HAHA!

okay, i've been random x100 recently.

2010-01-22T02:28:00.002+08:00

it has been like this since 3years back?
memories of you has long faded, images of you has blemish through these years. and still. at times like this i still can't get you out of my mind. maybe i wasn't good enough, or i was annoying back then. i was so naive to believe that one day you'll come back to me. nothing is too good to be true. maybe it's all fated. fated that you'll never be mine.

ps: i still remember your phone number.

2010-01-21T12:40:00.004+08:00

update all photos, except chalet's.
and hopefully nafa will accept me.. ahhhhhhhh! work later, sian.

i really got no idea how long can i hold this as a secret.
okay, my hair is in a mess, got to go and fix it.
update soon.
bye.

FIGHTING FISHES :D

2010-01-18T02:40:00.003+08:00

Working is great when you hit your target of the day.
sgd7000!!!!!! sweeeeeet.

and working sucks when you just have insufficient sleep.
ok, i need to meet mom 10 in the morning tmr. will upload pictures soooon.

sleeping time!
nights.

2010-01-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm putting on some weight. maybe....

2010-01-14T01:14:00.003+08:00

having a pretty bad eye infection.
work tmr.......

should i get it?

2010-01-12T15:13:00.003+08:00

xian de lai with sis ytd.
fucking shiok to the max! i got a balloon shaped-like stomach now. walao.. sian. anyway, we went to boatquay and meet up with her friends then to shanghai dolly and finally settled down at party world. i will never touch steamboat! for another couple of months.. sounds familiar? AHAHAHAHA.

yes, i scored badly for my Os.
go ahead and have a good laugh whoever you are.

2010-01-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry, phone.
can you come back to me now?

fyi, i'm desperate.

2010-01-09T04:35:00.002+08:00

just got home from boat quay.
was with jiayee and aaron back then at sis's working place. went to whales and look for darl and ak. cherry, i want go yun nam! ahahaha. ate mee sua before heading back home. shiok shiok shiok! went to get my ic done in the afternoon too, then bought contact lens again. i'm really using up all my money.

and tp open house was so boredd..
practically walk around and pay a visit to the design department, whatever you call that lah. yes, no overtime tmr. sweeeeeet.

let's call it a night.
nights to all(:

2010-01-08T03:26:00.002+08:00

in year 2009, pretty much focusing on my Os, though i think i've done pretty sucks on it. i got great friends,we live, laugh and we shit. i got everything i want, and to my assumption of girls don't have to rely on guys/jerks/hormones/bisexuals/crooks or whatever you call that, it went well for me. for the first half of the year, everything was good, though. after Os, it's all about fun! till i felt that friends ain't friends. well, life isn't perfect. guess many of us heard that somewhere before. so i tried very hard not to let it interfere to my brain cells, but it didn't went well. met disappointment which really got me pissed and upset, till now. whatever. so people out there complaining that life ain't good, unfair, shit. just get the hell over it lah. how perfect do you think your life can be.. am i right. be a gay kid and thank jesus for giving you a perfect health! and then praise the lord. LOL!

and looking forward to year 2010, i just wish i can get into a course that i preferred to poly, pink in health and shower more love to my family and friends. and i'm prepared for the worse too. cause i know when all my friends turn 18, i'm still stuck at 17. at least i'll be the last one to complain that i'm getting old when i'm near 30s. hahahaha. anyway, thank you for paying so much attention on my blog though not much of you know about this blog.
& STOP COMPLAINING.

xoxo.