okay, i'm having a situation.
i'm thinking whether i should/should not eat.
if i eat at this hour, i'm sure i'm gonna see some numbers in that bloody weighing machine, but if i don't eat, i don't feel satisfy.but i'm not sure if i'm feeling famish or finding food to munch leh..

okay, let's put it this way. if i eat right now, i feel happy, but after 15 minutes, i will call somebody and complain that i'm eating too much. hence, there will be no satisfactory. but if i don't eat, i will feel sleepy but i wouldn't get into sleep cause i can't. and this make me angry! i know it sounds weird, but yes, i will turn into some pms bitch. so what if i eat, i have ate more than enough for today. why am i so greedy. omgg.. why can't i just be like those who wouldn't get fat so i wouldn't be stressing and blogging here. it's a muthafucking simple question yet i can't find an answer to it. NABEI!